sampai hati awk

ya ALLAH!hnye kau jew tao prasaan saia mse nie. .
hancurnye atie saia. .
tp saia kne kuat, wt cm x dew pape un jdi
tp b0leh kew???
cinte uh yunx m'buat saia lmah. .
cinte uh jugk wt saia apy and bhgia
dpt org yunx kte nux slame nie. .
tp. . . 
ble da dpt, npew cm2 dugaan yunx dtg tuk hnc0 kn ubungan kte?
ckop rrr. .saia btowl2 da ta larat da
saia just nux awk jdi milik saia. .
itu jew. .
saia x kac0 pon blak 0wg len. .
saia just cyunk blax saia sgt2. .
i need him in my life
because I was too afraid of losing him as
I lost my first lover. .
I need him so because he was like my spirit
continue to learn and understand the meaning of love. . I know not all we want,
we can get, but I still want him and I do not want other people grabbed him from me .. 
tlong la jgn tinggl kn saia. .